Confrontation

You get a confrontation, you get a confrontation, EVERYBODY GETS A CONFRONTATION!

I'm not sure whether to be worried and keep trying to be there for you or just say screw you. I thought I was doing the right thing by standing by you despite how hurt I was, but I hear these things that you've said and I don't know what to believe. I have no idea if you didn't care the entire time and all those things you said and did were all lies.That thought probably hurts more than anything. You always said you weren't a liar, just a fibber, and I always shrugged it off as a joke. I guess you were just merely under exaggerating. I've tried so hard to maintain a friendship or at least an acquaintanceship between us because I thought that none of this should have happened. I was even so mindless to think that just maybe we could rebuild things back to the way they used to be. I don't really know exactly why you ended things anymore but the things you've been saying lead me to believe that it wasn't because you were stressed. So go ahead and date her, you certainly don't have to wait for me to move on because I am far past it. I hope you two are very happy in the midst of all your lies. Just know that she will never be there or care for you the way that I did. Sorry I cared.

Author's Note

I know it's super journally, but tell me what you think and what needs improvement!