HI IM JHON

A Story by Ethan coleman

a story of a man ...well just read

Hi I'm jhon, I work as a stocker for this low down nasty store on the corner of a dangerous street that host a good spot for a prostitution rink, I hate it here, everyday afterwork I go home to my apartment that I kept after my wife passed away from cpod at a young age, she was 37, as my self I'm only 27. I grief everyday to the lose. I have problems that I was put through when she was still here that gave me anxiety and depression, I was born with dyslexia but didn't catch it till the fifth grade. I have a knife I got from my wife when I said I was going to kill myself, she wanted me to do it so she could watch the pain in my eyes as she masturbated, she was my perfect woman, I loved her and I could tell she loved me to. Since she's been gone I still cut my arm for her to watch, I know she's around I can feel her like cold wind in the winter. I take hot showers after ward's to clean my arms from the blood, I don't die, and I feel imortal when I dont. When I fall asleep I dream that I'm back with her and some nights I dream we have a baby, those dreams are my favorit, I dream we have our baby we take it to the park and have a great time when we make it home me and her proceed to kiss all the way to the kitchen I put her on the stove and heat it on 450 degrees, go back to the living room and grab our little new born and began to smash his little head in the wall, after he stops breathing we put him on a pan and put him in the oven and let him cook. Then I wake up ,I proceed to the bathroom and throwup like every morning. It normal for me and I love it, I just wish she was here.

Ok so it's six a.m. in the morning and I am getting ready for work as I walk to the bedroom from the bathroom after my vomit episode I notic my hallway door is cracked open, me nor her had ever had a resin to go in the closet due to not having a washer or dryer to hook up in it, so I approach it and slide it open, I peak my head in and see a silver lock box in the corner, so I grab it slowly and take it to the bedroom. The lock on the box is one I have never seen befor and one she has never shown me, so I start threw some left behind things she had when we lived together here, I notice as I go threw the box there was many news papers and lots of keys I had never seen since knowing her till now, I think to my self what was she hiding I thought she loved me, why has she never showed me these papers or keys , so I grab a pice of the torn newspaper and try to read the words, I was so overwhelmed by the papers I had trouble reading due to my dyslexia. I finally make out one though, and it read, "3 men dead, found under state bridge at night at about 11:00pm". I thought to my self why would she have such a paper, did she know the guys, I knew there was many guys she had sex with and she knew many personally, but what ever, she's dead now, why should I care. So I sort threw the keys till I find the one that fits the box, "bingo", I yell as I had found the one I slowly unlock and open the box what laid inside was a gun ,extra rounds and a note that read, "I knew you would eventually find my box of papers and keys, I'm just going to go ahead and tell you that I was the one who murders those guys , I would have sex and slowly cut them open ,drink there blood and they would bleed out till they die, Wile still f*****g me, it was a game I liked playing, and they loved it to,it would give mass pleasure to theme, the gun in the box was the one I used to kill my pimp with to get out so I could do these types of good deeds for these guys, I would kill them wile there last memory was pleasure, and I left behind the gun for you to carry out my good deeds for all the men and woman that need it, and I know you will f**k a man like you fucked me, I saw you that night when you was in your office room watching them two guys f**k each other wile you cut skin off your dick and masterbate to the blood that seeped there the holes you made, i love you and wanted you to die with me , but I just couldn't bring my self to seeing you happy I hated when you were happy, so I left you on earth to suffer from your disorders. Now go and be worth something ,go and send more to me in hell baby." i drop the letter and pick up the gun, it had a full clip of 15 bullets and 15 more rounds to replace those with. I finish getting ready for work and put the gun in the back waistband of my pants turn off the lights close and lock the door and head to work.

Ok well I'm heading down the street with the gun, it's makeing a pain shoot up my back, mabey I should had pulled it out my waistband befor sitting down In the car. But I finally pull up to this dump I call work and head inside and if course the first person I see is my low down f*****g dick of a boss, he calls me over and tells me to clean the God damn bathroom and staighting the Isles. I think to myself f**k but say ok, but first I tell him I need a word with him in his office. I knew my boss was gay due to the knee high green socks, the short blue polo shorts and pink polo shirt. His sexy body with 6 pack abs and perfect chest, I hate him but want to f**k him at the same time. So when we get to the office he ask me what did i need, so I go up to him and grab his belt buckle right above his c**k and pull him close, he says what is going on, I tell him I see the way you look at me and the way you treat me, it's because you want me but don't think you can, well I'm here to say I want you to f**k me harder than your boyfriend at home. He looks in my eyes and attacks me, he throws me on his desk and rips open my button up shirt and starts to suck on my n*****s, I say take my paints off baby , he rubs my hard c**k threw my pains then violently unbottens and unzips my paints and rips them off me, he grabs me by my hair and bends me over his desk, I tell him it's my first time don't be gentle, he pulls his pains down and pulls out his 8 inch c**k and sticks it in my anal dry, he pushed so hard and fast it split my anal, he used the blood that seeped threw the rip as lubrication, as he kept f*****g me I grab a pair of scissors from his dest and say "you want to do some mass pleasure sex" he reply "yes baby" i reach three my legs and grab his ball sack, I cut a slit in it and pull out one of his testicle, and put it im my mouth he yells "baby god damn this fills like heaven". I stand up and sit on his desk and pull him to me and proceed to kiss him and pass his testicle threw each others mouth and jack him off with the excess blood on his c**k, as his other testicle dangeld under his c**k I yank it off, he falls the the floor , I say "now that's what I call sex" and jab the scissors down his throat till he choked on the blood he coughed up. I put my clothes back on and head out the emergency exit located in the back of his office, the alarm sound as I ran for my car I jump in and drive off as fast as I can, as I make it half way home I remember the gun, "where's it at!" I yell, I must have droped it and didn't notice it in the heat of the moment. I say "f**k it" and head on home.

Ok so I made it back home run up the steeps to my floor and pinnacle rumble for my keys to open my door, finnaly made it in and fell to the floor, I screamed "I f*****g did it baby, are you proud, I know you are, there's more on the way sweetheart!". I get up slowly with a slug in my posture and scramble to the kitchen I fall to the sink to wash the blood off my hands as so I look to my left and see a pack of cigarettes left behing from her. I pick them up and carry them to the living room and turn on the t.v. and switch to the local news channel, I see "breaking news, man found dead in his office this afternoon ,if anyone had any information about this crime pleases contact your local police department" I open the pack of cigarettes and put one in my mouth, pull out a lighter and right when I was about to light it my phone rang and scared me into droping the lighter, I look and it was Amanda from work, she was probly wounding where I am she wasn't there when I had arived earlier, so I answer the phone she yells "where are you jhon ,our boss had been murdered and they have the whole building surrounded with police cars and ambulances!" I relpy with "yeah I know, I saw them and turned around and came back home" I thought for a moment and had a great idea, I say "hey Amanda it isn't safe there you need to come by my place so we can find out what happend" she said "that's a good idea, I'm on my way". Good, I think to myself and finish lighting my cigarette. About 20 minutes later I here my doorbell ring, "it's me amanda" she yells I go to the door and let her in and tell her to sit on the couch I'll get you something to drink. I come back to the couch with her drink and hand it to her. "Thanks" she said, I ask her what she thinks happen, she replyed with I don't know it happen all so fast I don't know. I move close to and ask "can I feel the baby?" She said "yeah, I must have my sweetheart all in a panic, she has been moving like crazy". I say I bet and ask her how far along was she and she said 8 mounths. Oh wow I said , "would you like something to eat, you need to feed that baby or he will die" she gives me a strange stare and said "sure". I walk to the kitchen and go the the supply closet and pull out a old marble floor tile "this will work" I slowly walk to the living room she dosent notice me she yells "so what are you makeing me " as soon as she finish her sentence I smash the marble tile over her head , she fell unconscious, I drag her by her hair to my bed, I strip her naked and tie her to the head and foot of my bed. She finally wakes up to me standing over her she gets to tell but the ducktape make it almost impossible for her to, I tell her I'm going to give her mass pleasure, and she will love it. I slowly take off my clothes infront of her and make her watch, I get on top of her and start to kiss on her neck and ear, I pick her from her chest to her vagina wile she crys. I grab my dick and rub it on her vagina and stick it in and f**k her hard, after I finish I tell her I got a surprise for her and pulls out a knife from under the bed "tada" I say with so much excitement in my eyes. I take the knife and slowly cut her from one side of the belly to the other and pulls out her unborn baby, I said "look mommy it's your baby girl" I get off the bed as she screams and crys and bleeds out I throw the baby on the ground and ask Amanda do you think she f***s good, she yells "no!" And I slowly push my dick inside the unborn fetus. I finish with what I'm stared and just sat and watched them both die with no remorse on my actions, I am the unholy one I say, and turn away and ask her did I do well this time and walked out the bedroom.