Death in my eyes

Death in my eyes
Brings other to tears seeing such anger
Seeing such hatred
But me I'm not like them
I am pleased by it
It brings me happines
Others crying finding out others died
But me I never cried
I just watched as the died
Laughing in joy
Thinking how I will die
Just trying not to think of pain
This makes me mad
I might as well be damned
The hate in my life
You all should die
But i wont try this is my good bye