A Hearts' Ache

A Hearts' Ache

A Stage Play by Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)

A short monologue I wrote on a spur of thought.

I want to tell him so badly. How I feel now that he's gone.
But what good would come of it?
Maybe in my dreams that works, but not here. Not in real life.
Most days fly by, without a hint of true joy. Y'know what I mean?
The kind of joy that is just so serene, like nothing could possibly be better?
They say the future is always bright, to look forward to new begginings.
I don't want "new beginings". I want "him" back. He was my beggining.
I want him to be my end, and I his. He was true joy, with serene beauty. 
How could I ever let him get away.....how could I allow myself to be so foolish?
-pulls out a picture-
I keep his picture near by at all times. I know it'll serve me well.
I often wonder, when I stare up at the moon, if he's staring too. We both loved the moon.
It sort of, gave us energy. Y'know what I mean? We felt so much better about everything.
-moment of silence-
I...I feel, broken. It hurts so much.
On the inside.
-points to my heart-
Right here, this is where it hurts. Right, Here. -more silence, then drops my arm-
Everything just happened so fast...I wasn't ready. I wanted him forever. I love him.
-crys lightly-
He was my sweetheart,
my Hunny Bunny. 
I still love him. 
Forever and Always.

© 2012 Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)

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Added on January 16, 2012
Last Updated on June 18, 2012
Tags: A Hearts Ache, heart felt, honest, love, care, passion, longing, Extro Zifer, truth, hurting, needing, memories, regret, guilt


Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)
Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)

Grand Haven, MI

I'm young and full of emotion. I tend to have sudden mood shifts and so far almost all of what I've written has come from the depressed side of the shift. I really just wanted to get my work out to th.. more..