Scars

Just umm..yeah:P

I watch my blood
Flow down the toilet.
The tears start to flood;
But I do not regret.
I swear this time -
I will never be happy again.
You will never be mine,
Not now, not then.
Is this really worth it?
All this blood, and this pain?
Or am I just some misfit,
Trying to cleanse the stain.
Should I just end it all,
Swallow my pride and jump?
I think I would enjoy the fall,
The final thrill, the final thump.
But I'll always be looking
At those green eyes.
And I know they are simply hooking
Me onto their lies.
I would never do it,
Unless you do it first.
So the fire is lit,
I may not quench my thirst.
I'm sure I'm in love.
That is all that I know.
You fit me like a glove;
I have scars to show.

Author's Note

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