I love you

Why are you the one I love ?
You always tore me apart,
Yet I desperately beg for your love,
Your approval,
Loving you,
Becoming a person who believes in love,
Avoiding the obvious truth,
Confusing pity with love,
Tasting sweet ,
Instead of bitter,
Losing my youth as I wait,
For your approval,
Why do I love you ?
You are worthless, vain, and most of all selfish,
Still, I am on my knees wagging my tail for your love,
Lukewarm love,
That's the love I have for you,
The truth is that I know everything,
I know that you are arrogant , stubborn, forceful,
Hateful, and a cheating lie,
But for some reason I love you,
For Some stupid, furious, lost, hot ,reason,
I love you,
For now I have decided,
I will wait for you,
To notice that I love you,
And you can steal my heart any time,
Because I love you
Not because I need you,
But because I love you,
There is no real reason why I love you,
Even if you are a despitful man,
And you are so vain that even Hate is beaten,
I think this is my syndrome,
I hate,
Hate you ,
Hate you so much,
You are damnable ,
Confounded,
But I love you ,
So I will wait,
For now I don't need you,
Bye, bye
Pitiful soul,
I love you.

Reviews

[Layteebug]

I like the order of thoughts. It's interesting and confusing, and really sad. I'm not sure if you were trying to present this, but it made me think of God's love for a sinner. Always waiting, with open arms, to a person who doesn't deserve it, because He loves him.

[Follan]

Ms.Layteebug,
Thank you for reading, and yes love is truly a game you do not want to play with.