Fear Of Darkness

The darkness all around me I’m afraid to be alone.
The darkness takes over my room, no ones home.
I’m left here in the dark the monsters creep into my bed.
Still sitting in the dark, voices screaming in my head.
What would you do if you saw me now?
What would you do if you saw me drown?
I’m lonely and scared I can’t handle it anymore.
Look what I've become, a junkie, a trick, a ****.
The drugs don’t work I cant forget.
I’m filled with sorrow and regret.
The world is fading with my smile.
I’m left in my room of pain and denial.
The world around me set in stone.
In the house, my room, my bed alone.
I am GOD, Giver Of Death.
Praise Beebo, and welcome death.
No matter what I do to him,
He won’t let me follow, my mind is dim.
Unaware of the world around me.
Your blood is dripping, but I can’t see.
My life is lonely and sad.
Would death really be all that bad?
You say it’s painful and I should be afraid.
But in my life Id never bade.
The pain Id welcome if I could feel.
You are dead and I am real.
I step over your body, lying on my floor.
Why is it I was one you chose to adore?
Did it hurt as I took your life?
Did you feel heartache and strife?
Should I follow behind you or wait till she comes.
I’ll live alone as street trash with the bums.
And if she never shows for me.
I’ll be the living dead you’ll see.

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

A dark write but one that is good. I enjoyed the imagery too...:)..........
"The pain Id welcome if I could feel.
You are dead and I am real.
I step over your body, lying on my floor."

[Princess_of_Shadows]

thanks i am trying my best to get better at my writing

[Sami Khalil]

Me too. You are welcome...:).....