Kill Me

 

Angel,

I pray to you every night

And yet nothing changes.

I tell you nothing but the truth

I thought maybe things would get better.

I thought there would be some forgiveness…

But dear angel,

It only got worse.

As I pray to you tonight

I will beg you,

If nothing will ever get better anyways…

Would you have the mercy to end my life?

I am so sick

Of having nothing to hold in my hands.

I am so sick

Of losing everything that means everything.

I am so sick

Of lying at night wishing the pain would go away.

Please let my heart stop

Let my world slip.

There is nothing I want more

Then to make my memories go away.

There is nothing more I need

Then to feel the blackness of forever.

I’m such a coward angel.

I cannot end this madness by my own hand.

But I am out of hope.

I am out of dreams.

I am out of love.

Dear Angel,

I can’t do this.

Enough is enough.

Why must I go on

When my body clearly breaks around me.

Broken

Beaten

Bruised

And abused…

What more can I do?

I am ready to lay my head down

And call it a day.

Is that so wrong?

Well Angel,

It’s pretty late.

I think I’ll try and sleep again.

Maybe I won’t wake up.

Goodnight.

Author's Note

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Damn, this was a real attention-getter. Very sad and heartbreaking. I love how u express urself, and your mind full of amazing emotions. Your work really comes to life when you do this, so i commend u so much on these very awesome pieces ;)

Mikey

[PhoeniX]

such a crushing tale. but it was written awesomely!

[NJ Schneider]

Loved it Loved it Loved it!

Back to chapter 14! lol