walking amoung nothing

dont walk away.

im walking..

im walking where i see nothing but mist and fog..

the ground is cold and damp..

sometimes i trip over rocks and just lay for awhile but i get up again.

i dont know where im going but i keep walking.

there are no houses or trees.

just solid wet ground to walk on.

i thirst and i hunger.

i ran away... from everything.. now im lost because of that..

all these feelings being sturred up inside me..

i cant take it !! i scream and shout !! i burst into tears and throw a tantrum !!

I call out His name, ''JESUS !! WHERE ARE YOU !! IM SORRY !! FORGIVE ME !! I NEED YOU !! FORGIVE ME!!''

then... the fog rises and i look around..

the trees and the houses are there..

its morning.. the sun is just rising..

i see a bright light in the corner of my eye and a voice says ''you are forgiven''

i am very still. i feel like im paralyzed.. He puts His hand on my head and tells me He loves me..

i begin to cry and i look where He's standing, but he's gone..

i wanted to talk to Him forever.. but later on i realized.. He is always with me..

He heard me.. and He will come to my rescue when needed.

i was walking amoung nothing - i was trapped in the fog - but i called unto His Name Jesus

He heard me and lifted the fog - instantly i was free of everything..

i am forgiven..