Heart Of Gold

Feelings that are turning into monsters.

Everyday I wake up with a smile

There's a beautiful day ahead of me

But all I see are the gray clouds floating above me

I have yet to come to terms to loving myself

As I meet a wonderful man who loves me for me

I'm just a simple college student who is about to graduate

I should be happy, however, I am afraid.

I am me is what I always tell myself.

Whose to say I will do well in my field?
Will I be alright?
So many things are clouding my mind like the gray sky above me.

There's so much beauty in this world

No matter how kind I may be

In the end I only destroy myself.

I don't lie, I'm not entirely honest either.

I do love bringing joy to others, but I need to take care of myself too.

I feel chains weighing down at my heart as it continues to sink.

My Essence is my treasure.

One of the few things keeping me going.

I share too much and now I realize

I do have a Heart of Gold.