The person looking back at me

a poem about my weight

If I had a penny for every time I avoided looking in the mior would be more rich than king Tut.

if I had a dollar for every time I dint eat I would buy Bill Gats out.

if I had a dollar for every time in my life i was made fun of as a child i could buy the Titanic and sink it on the ice 

burg of my feelings.

if I had a dollar for every negative thing I thought about myself id buy a cure.

if only I knew than what i know now, I would cherish every moment of my past, kinda makes me wonder will i be 

looking back on now wishing I know back than what I know now , wishing I had cherished every moment, that I 

have now. Seeing what is right in front of you, is harder than seeing what wish you had, and trying to see what you 

have now, is what I want to do I wish it was not so hard.

Author's Note

sorry for the grammar errors please comment any thing you have to say!

Reviews

[Wynter Ignatius]

Don't worry much about grammatical errors - raw emotion can be in it's own way captivating and far more moving than polished words.

Plus, I get the impression you have been apologizing to a lot of people all your life, the wrong people and the wrong reasons and right or wrong I will not contribute to it.

As to the poem, I can relate in many ways to this. I've been a "black sheep," "outcast" or pariah all my life in some way, shape or form.

Life is hard, life is work, but keep at it. It will never be all roses and puppy dogs but it can and will have it's great moments.

[bikergirl3636]

thank you!

[Chris]

Life ain't fair, but we have to live as best as only we can. Maybe if we pay things forward the next kid will get a chance we didn't have.

[Justin]

that was really good, you have to see inside yourself that are beautiful!!!