The Beautiful Blinding smile

A Poem by GiGi

Love that was never meant to be.

She couldn't help but to stare, the site was so beautiful yet different from the short hair that's so perfectly sculpted his face to his long eyelashes that lit up his eyes with the uttermost grace She shouldn't mention his smile but beautiful
She couldn't help how she felt after the first night they kissed the touch so timely, warm perfect, right everything she could ask for but somehow more
she couldn't help but to want to spend every dying moment with the one she thought she loved but the passion was to blinding
everything was about him from the sweating of the hands to the biting of her lip to the thoughts drowned in her head ((him)) ((him)) ((him))
She wondered if she'd ever drowned in his own
She couldn't help feeling desperate
Desperate to feel loved
Desperate to have someone around that she was always thinking of
Desperate to continue the relationship
Desperate for him to talk to her for more than months at a time..
but things don't always work out that way, time doesn't slow down for anyone and life still goes on, he does to but she doesn't but he'd never know
She couldn't help but to pretend she was happy for him when he gave his heart away but she also couldn't pretend like the thought of him being with someone else didn't feel like someone breathing with no oxygen or living with no reason to.. Inside she asked God why it wasn't her heart to take
She couldn't help but to think of him while he was gone daily, he was her lifeline the push that kept her going but how could that be he left she broken-hearted, small, and forever dead inside but yet fulfilled, Fulfilled with the mere thought that he would return she knew he always did
She couldn't help but to explore the future she knew deep down she wouldn't have with him but the message was too tempting, the history was to gratifying, the person simply too perfect too let time fly and her chance go by.. her one last chance
but things don't always work out that way, time doesn't slow down for anyone and life still goes on, he does to but she doesn't.. but he'd never know

But don't worry he had a beautiful smile.