Queen I am...

...and one day you realize the pain is dead...

 QUEEN I AM...

Again... you visit my dreams, to show me the falsity of who you are. 

And this time ... it didn't even hurt.

I was just a witness to the offense,

I looked at you with disdain and indifference ...

 in fact you were never mine.
When I woke up from my sleep,

with a peaceful soul,

I felt free, light and healed. 

And looking back, 

I see all the lies, betrayals, vain words ... 

and my heart rejoices! 

Your falseness doesn't hurt me any longer.

 In my world you'r no longer king. 

Now I AM the queen! 

And forever I will be ...

Reviews

[barleygirl]

This is a beautiful heartfelt specific expression of how it feels to get down the path of healing (which can be lifelong for many). Having grown up with child abuse in my family, your message could also apply to this kind of healing journey. That day when the trauma is not taking up space in your head . . . that's when we become queen of our own lives (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie

[Shandra Sun]

Yes, indeed Margie. It makes me happy that it resonates with you.Ultimaltely that's why expressing our feelings by writting, can be so beautiful. It connects us with each other. We realise we are not alone. So good to be free of the pain. Many blessings to you.

[Shandra Sun]

After many (too many) years of narcissistic abuse, I woke up from one of the many nightmares and felt it was over. Sweet relief.