I'm sorryA Poem by Zombified SpiderI want to murder peopleTRIGGER WARNING!!! I guess that all the words got to me my mom was dropping me at school when I told her I could tell she was distressed and those thoughts weren't constant yet they birthed several hard years to come Please don't cry mother I know you tried your hardest your tears aren't for nothing I don't feel that way anymore by the time I was 12 I was fully convinced I wanted to die I felt no love only empty black All I had was dark thoughts when I was 14 my problems felt unimportant to me I felt insignificant in my own home I saw how badly I hurt my mother and I thought I could relieve that burden so I tried to kill myself Please don't cry mother I know you tried your hardest your tears aren't for nothing I don't feel that way anymore I keep on changing medication to try and stop losing focus I've lost my mind over and over again Please don't cry mother I know you tried your hardest your tears aren't for nothing I don't feel that way anymore Please don't cry mother I know you tried your hardest your tears aren't for nothing I don't feel that way anymore © 2024 Zombified SpiderAuthor's Note
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Added on April 12, 2024 Last Updated on April 12, 2024 AuthorZombified SpiderPAAboutMy name is Al. I am non-binary and a lesbian. I go by they/them pronouns. I am of Maori and African American descent, and I speak multiple languages.I struggle with frequent feelings of anger and depr.. more..Writing
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