My place in life

I got to find

my place in life

Am I supposed to be here? 

or there?

I just don't care

I was the one

with the world at my feet

the one who could run

free

you gave me a life

I never chose 

Dangers I pose

questioning life

I don't brood on strife

I just want to find

my place in life

my mind

in turmoil

laying here

in the soil

the pain that will sear

staring at the sky

when will I die?

Tell me, 

where's my place in life?