It's my only escape

When someone I really care about hurts me

I want to escape so I can laugh again loudly

When I feel that I have offended people or I harmed them

I just wish in that moment to throw myself away

I am ashamed of myself a lot

I am ashamed of my actions which can't be justified

I'm trying to get used to the recombination with others

I'm tired and often cumbersome, I want to disappear forever

But I always think that I will hurt the people I love

I think of death

I think to disappear, from there memories!!

And just die!

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[Acer]

I am ashamed of myself a lot
I am ashamed of my actions which can't be justified
I'm trying to get used to the recombination with others
I'm tired and often cumbersome, I want to disappear forever
But I always think that I will hurt the people I love

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Powerful words indeed. I think a new flash it is. lovely write. well written powerful words.

[Half Dream]

Thanks for reading and commenting Acer.

[Acer]

your welcome :*)