Loneliness

Who can afford loneliness?

I always say I'll leave all human beings who hurt my heart

 Not necessarily I mean that they are the reason!

Mostly I put my love and my trust in the people and they gave me lessons always make me wish to leave!

When I used to be surrounded by a large number of people around me

I used to envy the lonely people who do not fear anything,

Not afraid to break their promises 

Became detest all places, gatherings, friends

I started to push everyone away, intentionally, and without feeling!

Almighty what I mean is to reduce anyone who could hurt my heart!

All what I tried to get away, standing in the middle nostalgia, to make things more difficult!

Mostly now, I would not make any of my friends who I led them away this as an excuse to not hate me!

But I will not retract ... It's not there fault!

So I won't go back to justify something that has no justification

Since I have chosen loneliness!

Reviews

[Michael Kevin Spencer]

Wow some deep thoughts in this! You are a very psychological writer and I have struggled with loneliness all my life. Like even if I had supposed friends and love in my life, it was never enough; I always felt isolated or alienated or something. But I never protected myself, people earned trust with me, well they didn't even have to earn it, I just gave it to everyone freely without conscience of consequence.

This poem brought me back to realizing how we are all social beings and fundamentally in constant relationship with our environments.

Sometimes the choice to be alone is empowering or a freedom from the influence of others.

This makes me wonder about you the social being! Great write.