Anxiety

This is one of the minutes that I experienced in the middle of the night. Sometimes I think I'm crazy.

What if I'm crazy?

What if I'm absolutely insane?

You're going to fail that test tomorrow.

I don't care.

What if tomorrow you die?

Can you handle that?

Can you feel your life slowly slipping away?

You aren't going to make it.

Kill yourself.

But you know I can't do that.

No one will care.

It would be nice to live in a cartoon.

What if you just ran away?

You could do it.

Leave.

You can't do anything right.

Do you care?

Do you want to?

Aren't you tired of failure?

You should stop eating.

But I can't.

Maybe just for a day.

Maybe a week.

Go four days.

Can you talk to me?

Will you help me?

Why are you here?

Someone is watching you.

They see you.

They're with you right now.

They hide in the dark.

I'm not supposed to be happy.

Emotions are pointless.

Why does it rain?

Storms are full of emotion.

Secrets and lies are everywhere.

Where are the stars?

Why is the world the way it is?

Because suffering is human nature.

Everyone loves the pain of attention.

We're all masochists.

What if the world just ended right now.

What if everything just stopped.

Author's Note

I'm not sure where this came from. I have anxiety and this is kinda just what goes through my mind. This is a look into my head I suppose. Anyways, review I suppose, though it's not much to review.