My Best Friend

The struggles of having a best friend.

I'd looked at him,

brown hair, 

brown eyes, 

and he'd stared back at me. 

I knew what he saw

reddish blonde hair,

green eyes,

bright smile. 

And 

oh

how bad I wanted to know 

what he truly thought.

What is he thinking

when he gets lost in the 

screen

over video-chat?

What did he think when

we said 

"I love you." 

Was it really platonic?

Or maybe he'd felt the same,

and all I know, 

is that if I want him to stay,

I simply cannot tell him how I feel. 

I truly

just want to know

what he thinks

of me. 

Reviews

[Carbon Muse]

Oh don't I know that feeling all too well ...

Your going crazy about the person but if you said it you may look a fool ... if you stayed quiet, you may miss out on the best thing of your life. To know what they think, that would make things so much easier ... or would it ... Which would hurt more, words spoken or thoughts read.

If only nature could give us some clues ... ah but there's the rub, it does!