Wishes and Misses

A poem that i just kinda came up with

Wishes and Misses

The feeling of missing someone

A nagging pain that slowly eats at me

My throat’s parched dry, my eyes always sad

My iTunes always on that one Jay Sean song

That song which makes me wanna cry

Cry

Cry

 

Whether you feel this way, I highly doubt

I know your feelings are somewhere far off

Somewhere I can’t reach and I know

I know that we can never find a level

A common ground of emotion

Of feeling

Of love

 

Where did all the progress go?

The nights spent in contact

Connecting on topics only we could understand

Being happy in ways only we could make each other feel

Never stating but always knowing of us

Our happiness

Our joy

Why is it all gone? What did I do?

I feel like a loss of an angel

Like the bishop that lost his Silus

Like that Karno that lost his iPod

Except worse

Much worse

Much worse

 

Will it happen again, I will never know

Will that connection ever happen, I always hope

Every 11:11 I wish for it

Wish for her well-being and I do my best

I seach for my lucky stars

For her

For me

 

For every moment I wish, my dreams get further apart

For I know that one wish will never enter your heart

Author's Note

Yeah ok just cuz this is a sad poem does not mean im some emo-depressed "imma cut myself" individual. this was just like words thrown on paper based on the moment