Gimme The Thought

I give up on this hopeless endeavor. 

Maybe, just maybe love just isn't for me.

Seconds passing

I slowly realize I could never be the one to fill your hopeless heart. 

He's still number one. 

He'll always be your night in shinning armor. 

You told me you loved me and I believed you. 

Who am I to say it wasn't honesty? But all in the same who am I to say it was. 

You've gotten your mystery woven into my bones. 

This isn't my place to be.

You won't even hold my shaking hands as I try the back doors to your heart. 

Every inch the needle has met the thread.

Just so happens I left my scissors behind. 

I always fall for your kind.

Straight off the nearest cliff. 

Do you even know how badly I want to be the shoulder you quiver upon when fear strikes?

When you've been worn down so thin a battle cry couldn't even be heard over the flooding of salty sympathy. 

I want to be the one. 

Your only one. 

You haven't even given me the time of day. 

Or is it I that needs to let my own self inside?

I can still be the only one. 

Give me a spare key. 

I'm no knight but I could be your fairytale.