Don't Understand

Someone recently did something that confused me a load, so I made this in hopes they find it and think about what we were...

There are plenty of things that I don't understand

One of which is people and such

People can be so odd when it comes to certain things

And this is the craziest thing about life

I can't believe it took me so long to write it out

God its hard to even start

Eventually I have to though

These are the things I don't understand

I don't understand how I can be so flooded with emotion and she only says the minimum.

I don't understand why I get so easily attached to the people in my life.

I don't understand how when I feel like its going so well, she could be holding back her secret that she doesn't even want a relationship. 

I just want to understand how I can notice that she touched me exactly 3 times on my arm and she doesn't notice that I honestly want her. 

I just want to understand why I fall for girls so easily when there's nothing there for me to fall for yet.

I don't understand why my mind can produce these unreal connections that aren't even there. 

I don't understand why people even bother pretending to be something that they don't believe in.

I don't understand that after late nights and movie dates you can say you never meant it.

I just don't get it.