Gray Sun

A Poem by I don't know

Short little poem.

There's blood stains in your room that make my nose itch.
The air is rotten.
I'm only allowed to go outside when you are with me.
I want the sun
You where the sun
When you leave All I hear is thunder and the rain.

Together where unbreakable.
Away from another a storm.
I just kick and cry
Trying to get my sun
But my sun has clouds now, fogged with thoughts of pain

If only I could put back the light into my sun.
Make him shine Once more
But I'm trapped inside this house.

As I cry looking outside the window
Watching my sun sink into the ground
My heart grows cold.

I can't break the window because he told me never to leave
And leave I must not for its the last request he told me.
I am weak.
I love him.
I am a pain.
I stabbed the light out of him without even knowing.

I deserve thunder.
I deserve pain.
I'm sorry my sun.
I'm not well.