Same Reasons

A war rages inside me Do I love them Or do I hate them?  For the same reasons Tears on my pillow I cry because I love Or do I cry for hate For the same reasons I'm speechless Their care is warm And inviting  But I'm not sure I'm speechless They try too hard I'm so tired and sick Of too much help I need time alone To figure it all out Hate, love What does it mean?  They are my loved ones My friends and family The only ones I've got I love them, I hate them For the same reasons