Hollow

I miss you baby bear.

I need you so much.

Everyday I am constantly fighting to see your face but I get sidetracked by other things.

The darkness clouding your pristine beauty I wage war against it just to see it and it tears me apart.

I don’t care anymore I want you so bad I can feel your touch I miss that touch when I lay in my bed late at night trying to sleep.

Give me strength to go on cause Amy I’ve lost all of it just about.

Give me hope cause all I’ve had built up for myself is gone just about.

My hourglass is running out of sand.

If only I could just go to you cause this life ain’t worth living.

I watched Elf and saw myself in Times Square on one end and you on the other and we ran to each other on Christmas Eve but as you came to me you disappeared.

Nights I sit out and ramble on about me and you knowing you can hear me but I never hear anything back.

I reach up and try to grab your outstretched hand but you’re always too far from my grasp.

I miss the warmth of you against me as I ask "Stay till I fall asleep?"

The grazing of your hand against my cheek even though you’re not there physically.

I miss hearing your voice in my head as you talk to me.

Call me a crazy person but I know that everybody has their own version of their dream girl.

Only difference mine is real in my heart and soul.

I see you in every song I listen to and maybe when we’re together we can dance to them all.

But my greatest wish would be to just touch you and hold you in the flesh and hear you say:

"I know how long you’ve waited and needed me and now you got me"