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I just dont know what to do...

There have been times that I thought

Maybe I should not be pressing so

Perhaps I need to step back one or two paces

You need the time to heal from pain

 

I spend days with you on my mind

Contemplating how best to hear from you

And not stress your mind or heart

Because I only want the opposite

 

I would worry that I in actuality was pushing you away

That if I spoke again you would be gone forever

 

But these times are rare to the other end

I spend my days

Thinking

Writing

Exploring

Talking

 

Through out these delights one subject remains

How wonderful it would be

To hear your voice before

Or after mine

 

How your hand might feel laid in mine

How our conversations would take us places

Or simply watching nature for an hour

Soaking in one another’s energy

 

I feel what you want from my forest abode

And I scream into the trees requesting they

Send my pleads to your heart

Because I want the same thing

 

I can be everything you’ve ever wanted

As you can be mine

 

I know what having happiness while alone is like now

So now, I want the happiness I’ve always dreamed of

With you.

Author's Note

I dont know if you'll read this.

Reviews

[Jessica M.]

This is a beautiful write and the passion of the writer towards the one addressed is clear and heartbreaking. I hope you figure out what you need to do for yourself. Love makes us fools.