The very beginning-short

The thing is, everyone has a choice.
Some waste it on something cruel, others don’t use it at all and the ones in between are caught by those who neglect their choice and those who go alone with it.
I guess you could all say there’s someone evil inside of us, but when you have the choice to be that person, some say no, others welcome it.
So here’s my story.
From the very beginning to the very end. That battles I faced and the problems I left unsolved.
The evil person inside me threatened to fall out of a few times, but I remembered; I have a choice.
I needed to stay strong, because I may fall over a few times, but there would always be someone there to catch me.
But the thing is, that when I needed that ‘someone’- they were never there. So I fell and fell and fell until I hit rock bottom.
And it all ended there, I guess.
Because rock bottom happened to be a knife, and I couldn’t feel anything. The thing is, no one can climb out of a black hole, but it’s worth a try.
And here I am, writing from the stars, because I’m neither there or here.
I just exist.