TRUTH

Sometimes smiling is a way to show how strong we are. However, smiling when we are in a deep pain is painful than being stabbed in the chest.

Everyone asked why do I keep on smiling?

Can i say it's a part of the pretending

Maybe they would understand

That the prince I once had

Is suddenly breaking up my heart.

 

Am I really good at this?

Pretending that my heart is in peace.

Or they just don't understand why

Even if how hard it is for me to smile

I still need to give it a try.

 

One day I asked

When will i be able to remove this mask?.

I really want to feel the real smiling

Not a part of pretending

But because of a happy feeling.

 

Still thanks to have this mask of mine

Because I feel protected from time to time.

I can lend someone a fake smile

I can pretend I'm alright

Far from the truth that I'm already dying inside.