Cap and Gown

Cap and Gown

A Poem by Joshua Carl Cruz

I was watching you
late one afternoon,
talking to your Dad about 
how much you missed growing up
and those awful, blue lawn chairs he owned.
I watched you two bond over
one too many beers and you
fell over laughing at his bad jokes.  
Back then I could've strangled you both!
Yeah, that was back before 
he was gone, you know,
before we had actually found out 
what sons of b*****s you two were
keeping it all so solemnly secret
from the rest of us, 
before you could get back here 
to us, back to your home 
but that wasn't your fault!
Back then nothing ever was.
Timing and Circumstance
should have been playing 
instead of Pomp.
Tragedy's intent was calamitous
and our Innocence did 
nothing to stop the accident's song 
from being sung. As the valedictorian's 
graduation psalm 
recieved standing ovations
and copious applause, 
as you threw tassled stygian cap 
skyward, discarded that satin cloth
gown, your father was scared, 
drastically gasping for oxygen, body 
parts scattered across the hot pavement 
outside that Mini Mart's parking lot,
his head next to him his arm next to
a bus, but that wasn't your fault! 
Back then nothing ever was.
What was left of 
His motorcycle had 
Flipped over her car. 
His helmet had 
Disintegrated into 
tiny bits of foam 
and bloody plastic
upon impact. 
The driver had been
Adamant and crying 
She didn't see him!
How come she couldn't see him? 
I asked. They answered.
But still couldn't believe,
How could she?  
How could she? 
He died later on 
in a San Diego hospital instead 
of in your arms, son
but that's not your fault! 
Back then nothing ever was.

© 2017 Joshua Carl Cruz


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"Back then nothing ever was." Again this is great!

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Added on July 22, 2015
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Joshua Carl Cruz
Joshua Carl Cruz

Mexico City, D.F., Mexico



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