Undesired thoughts...

Not sure what to put this under. This acts more as thoughts then a poem I would think.

Ever have one of the greatest desires in the world?
A want, to do something, that created a feeling so strongly to be classified as a desire...
Though you know this desire, this want, this feeling of almost need, shouldn't be done...
Shouldn't be thought, wanted, needed, desired...
But it can't be helped.
Once this feeling turns into that desire you can't help but think of it from time to time
Until it is the thought that completely occupies the mind...
There will be times this thought will fade, so much that you believe you will never think of it again.
Until one day, out of the blue, that nagging thought comes back once again.
As if coming home, where it belongs, trying to comfort you but merely making matters worse...
This is the antagonizing desire that fills the mind, no matter how absurd or perfectly clear minded it may be...
That's just how it is...
And the fight usually begins with the first thought...
A mental argument begins with all the thought processes that ensue...
Until all that's left is an empty shell...
Till all that's left is that little desire...
Till all that's left...