Inspiring

I don't have much feeling,

there's not much to write.

You're not so inspiring.

All through the night

your love just tires me,

it's not so enlightening.

I don't have the strength,

the will to step back.

I can't really complain,

or be the one to detract.

It's not really in you

to see who I am,

but for what I've been through

would I ask for that again?

I cannot bear to lose you,

though sometimes I'd rather leave.

But the thought of being alone again

still makes my heart freeze.

I remember it clearly,

the day that you left...

There is too much I miss without you,

but with you...

there's too much I just can't get.

Author's Note

I asked for inspiration...I should be carefull what I wish for...