The world is not you

I've seen the world and I saw you,
I've dreamt of heaven and hell,
I wanted all my senses to meet you,
and I remembered I had nothing to tell.

World's apart, yet we still met,
In the depths of pain and fall,
we saw the souls of those who melt,
I am nothing, I am tired, I am the one who crawl.

time is coming, time is time
I am sudden, I am here, I am nothing but my fear,
the endless machine of destruction is mine,
I am hopeless, I am here, I am nothing but my fear,
They told us, what we fear is all in divine.

I am sick of all their thoughts, I have my dreams too,
to be said is to be told, and in the midst of depression I have met you,
I was lost, I was done, and then I saw you,
I have found my answer sun, but then I have ignored you.

craving pain is stupid, but then here I am,
I am a walking tall disaster and I am who I am,
I am negative energy in disguise,
and yet, I seek those who are damned.

to keep silent is Gold,
to keep silent in places of silence is the secret touch,
I felt so much but never was I told,
to keep silent sometimes silence is too much.

jamie xx