2/6/01

Random poem I guess just how I was feeling at the time. My way of venting.

The wonderful Euphoria causes the pain
Everlastingly antagonizing my brain
not crazy only too sane
Eccentric but embrace plain
the lurking of my sadness
matches the depth of my happiness
no one understands
the real power of unseen hands
I've always thought It's better to know
not so sure now though
being naive the biggest flaw?
2 years ago but now wish I forgot all I saw
Heartbreak 2 Headache
medicine been administered
numb & not so flustered
seeking more
addiction to the core
it is to my belief the only relief
within that is my terror and my hope
with and without I can not cope
Empty vessels carry the message of my soul
tranquility the goal
In need of affection
but push away at first detection
on both sides of the fence; I dance
choosing if only I had the chance 

Author's Note

ignore grammar please

Reviews

[Christine Chafin]

Great way to vent and acknowledge what's happening

[Senseless whatever]

Good rant, good expression of controlled emotion.