Deep In Silence

About depression and how it can start a self-perpetuating spiral ever downwards

I'm waking up every time

Long before the sun thinks to rise

All of my miseries are taking over

All of my friends are destroying me slowly

I'm hell bent to ruin myself

Turning myself ugly

I'll break the silence

To voice the torments 

Racking the depths

Of my aged heart

There's no consolation

For the already condemned

There's only isolation

Waiting for the end

I'm dreaming of emptiness

Of all the sins I've yet to confess

All of what remains is moral heresy

My curses of gods and blasphemy

I'm suffering here in the deep

Monstrous and ugly 

Let's all kill ourselves in the same way

I shot the flag bearers of love

And declared the kingdom for hate

Let's all corrode our souls in Purgatory

Because heaven is corrupt

And Hell itself, holds no love for me

Reviews

[Azure Montessa (Blue)]

Straightforward write from an anguished heart. You have covered the topic very well. Jay. Depression is hard to write about but it comes natural to you. Best wishes!

[Rafia ~ Yellow Girl]

The sinking feeling is taking away everything you posses ...
Nice one but really gloomy ... :)

[L4rn13]

Beautifully written and gripping to the end. Sad and solomn. Love it.

[Simon Welsh]

Darkness entails. I love this.