Maybe, Never, Forever

It hurts falling in love with a gay guy....It really does.

These iron tears,

they tare through this,

feather soft pillow.

Tearstained, everything.

My face, wet with diamonds.

I run to you.

But there in your arms,

I feel so unwanted,

in the way I want it to be.

Why can't we just be more,

than best friends?

You only embrace me,

as a friend.

God,

how I wish you weren't this way.

Hoping,

that you might change your mind,

about,

being gay.

I'm happy for you,

and everything.

But it hurts so much,

that it can't be,

my way.

And I pray that you might just change.

Maybe you will.

One day.

But I know this is the way,

that it's going to stay.

That this,

may never change.

Just keep me close.

And let me think,

that one day,

everything could change.

But for now,

I guess,

I'll cry on your shoulder,

and let your shirt,

become, tearstained.

Reviews

[angry_pandit]

very well written...