Open your eyes! I'm not hiding.

This girl isn't sick in a physical sense but that of a mental one. She just lost her soon to be husband on valentines day and she was put in the hostpital for attempts at suicide.

You'll never see me.

The one of your dreams.

The one that's meant for you.

The one that you need.

 

I'm in your heart and in your soul...

I am the one you need,

the one you'll never know.

 

There's no need for tears,

So stop your crying.

If you open your eyes,

You'll see that I'm not hiding.

 

I was always in front of you.

Not once had I left.

I promise you this,

I wasn't lying.

 

This isn't a dream,

and you're not dying.

Just open your eyes sweetheart.

I'm not hiding!

 

I see you thrashing,

Quickly crashing.

They're talking "Sadation",

Oh how bad I want to bash them.

 

What you need is not "Sadation",

But to opens your eyes,

So I don't begin to hate them.

 

It's sad to see you lay there.

Tears spilling and your heart breaking.

They stick that needle inside you,

They will be who need saving!

 

I can't take this anymore.

Seeing you in so much pain...

My heart that once was,

Is crying like never ending rain.

 

That heart shattering beeping,

The ear piercing shouting.

What is this?

Why are they stopping?!

 

This can't be real.

The thing I'm seeing...

I'm looking at your closed eyes,

and seeing that you're not breathing.

 

This ins't what I wanted.

This isn't what i had planned.

I wanted you to live on,

Yet I'm holding your lifeless hand.

 

What once was my heart,

Lay completely broken.

I notice your eyes,

As they begin to open.

 

Your spirit sits up,

Caresses my cheek.

Smiles and laughes,

And gets to it's feet.

 

You hug me and whisper,

Atleast it's what it seems,

"I've heard you darling,

I finally see."

 

My eyes begin to tear,

As I return the hug,

"You've opened you're eyes.",

Then my heart fills with love.

 

You're finally happy,

It's easy to see.

Our love will last forever.

Forever and eternity.

Author's Note

Sitting here writing this has made me cry. She has some how managed suicide and the doctors want to sadate her to try to stop the bleed but end up falling. The reason for her killing herself was her fiance dying of a car accident and she couldn't stand living without him... so... what do you think?