Sorry I missed your funeral

Will you ever forgive, me for missing your funeral? 
You might have seen the pain I felt when I heard you passed
Every time I see your picture
My heart just pours out
My eyes get filled with tears
Cud be because I never said goodbye

I really loved you
Deep down in my heart you still live
Your memory lives in me 
You I will never forget

Be free, and maybe then I too will be
All I need to know is ….
Are you mad at me? 
Have you forgiven me? 
For missing your funeral

I was never told of your ill health
Only of your death I was told
How I wish you were still alive
So many things we cud have shared
How can you die so early? 
When I was just to matriculate

You were a strong and a loving person
Humble and trusting
Will you ever forgive me for missing your funeral? 

Of little words you were 
Of much love you gave
I love you 
I miss you so
Will you ever forgive me? 
For missing your funeral