Disgrace

i need to put the bottle down
and get big blue away from my face
i'm such a disgrace

a deceitful little so and so
and a failure at life
or so i'm told

i know you've probably cried
a million tears
no one ever thought this would happen
not in a million years

i've let you down
and i'm paying the price
wallowing in my own sorrow
but there's always tomorrow

someday we'll have it all
stability, and no more tears
i'm in the middle of a fall
you're caught in the middle of it all

it hurts i know
i'm getting hit with it
five times harder
and it seems i'm stuck
in a never-ending pit

be patient and you'll see
the better side of me
and i'll fulfill
what was meant to be

can't you see?
this is just a road block
on the road has fallen a tree

obstacles aren't impossible to defeat
so just take a seat
cause you will see
i'll be what i'm meant to be

Reviews

[Last Lying Look]

You let me read this one before.
&I'd have to say this is one of my favorites.
I like this part;

"i need to put the bottle down
and get big blue away from my face
i'm such a disgrace

a deceitful little so and so
and a failure at life
or so i'm told"

Amazing write.

-Elissa