You proved to me

bleh

You proved it
you proved it to them
to me and yourself
your just what everyone though.
No guessing or just by chance thinking
No dwelling on past mistakes.
You've gone and showed them
Just how fake you could be
You went and displayed for all of them
the ones you swore you'd prove wrong
That you could rise above against and conquer
All past labels you wore
I fought to not believe them
I did a big mistake
By not trusting my gut instinct
I went and proved my trust was a mistake.
It's hard to loose you
Since we were so very close
I kept you around for your ears
And your listening heart.
But now the times been passing
And the distance just weaves between
I now see I'll never
Be proven wrong by you , you let them win
And I'll be forced to let you leave me
Just like you begged me not to do.
So if you ever read this
And see what I've finally said
Remember your the one who told me
You'd be the one to never leave.
Those enraged lost friends of yours.
Who I thought were always oh so bad.
I realize now that on the other side.
Your not so innocent of all this hate and blame
You made them feel this way about you
The way I blinded my self to think
Would never happen or be the same.
So I still remember to this day
That night you begged me to never leave
And now I wonder why in the end
your the one who walked away

If I share a bit with you
of this star like fruit
would you promise to never leave my side?
Would you honestly ...Really stay?
My knight my prince my October blue, My friend my diary Your princess has left her castle she can no longer wait.
So into this ocean end it all , I didn't back up from this ledge.
I can no longer sit and wait...
For something that will never in the end....
Had no intention of sticking around...
Your the one who sunk in the end....

Author's Note

Just a vent I know somethings are off and blah but I just had to get this out....

Reviews

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Wow deep & ever so powerful,
I love vent writes, wonderful way of getting things off your chest.
Awesome vent here.