Butterfly

Butterfly

It’s been so cold here, seems everything gets hidden by snow
And its been so nice and warm lately that’s New England weather for you
So unpredictable constantly changing kinda like me

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Lately I can’t feel much of anything
Except when I’m with you I, I feel so much 
It’s like I pinned my hopes on a butterfly that flew to you
And it hurts so much when there’s nothing I can do
I don’t want to fall, I’m ready to fly

You’re one of the few that sees the change in me
You ask what’s wrong but I don’t’ want to say
It’s every song in my head, every night in my cold empty bed, all the things I write you don’t read 
I think I like it that better that way you don’t know what a mess I really am

I’m starting to worry I have multiple personalities 
There’s so many different voices in my head each one giving me advice
I’m such a coward so I pick none at all 
And I wish I could turn off all the questions I don’t know how to answer 

You’re older and wiser so why don’t you tell me
I’m prepared to listen to you 
Tell me anything I will follow you know I’ve always trusted you
And that’s really hard for a girl like me to do

Lately I can’t feel much of anything
Except when I’m with you I, I feel so much 
It’s like I pinned my hopes on a butterfly that flew to you
And it hurts so much when there’s nothing I can do
I don’t want to fall, I’m ready to fly