That Night

I lied about where I had gone that day

I knew my plans,  I couldn't say

I knew you would be angry, that you'd take the key away

But I knew I had to go that night and that I couldn't stay

He caught me off my guard dad, I didn’t have a choice

However when I got there, it was as if I had no voice

He had his own agenda, there was no turning back

He was bigger, stronger, faster dad, and that is what I lack

I tried to get away from, this place I didn't want to be

He just smiled and continued, regardless of my plea

I was just a rag doll, beneath his sweaty skin

He didn't seem to mind to much, this horrid awful sin

He saw the tears swell in my eyes and watched them as they fell

He just gripped me harder, I had finally met my hell

I remember it as if it were yesterday, the blood soaked covered bed

I remember how he left me there, wishing I was dead