running running running

running running running
no matter how far I run you're always there
to take me to the floor
to beat me to a bloody pulp
this time is different though
the knife in my side that was new
yet the look in your eyes never changed
so I thank you for another restless night
the pain and misery
but most of all fear
thanks for making me scream myself awake again
but above all else thank you for helping me realize the bottom of my heart how much I hate you and I always have
I was just blinded by your threats to realize it at the time
in the end though God will sort it all out
so I keep my faith
because in this life I've been far from perfect
but I've never lied about it
but you on the other hand pretend to be an angel
yeah there's a spot in hell with your name on it
when the day comes that your burning there you'll understand the pain I went through
I'm ready to face my judgement with open arms for the sins i have committed against my lord how about you?
so special thanks to KJ
I love you sis thank you for showing me to the house of Christ