Love poem #3.81 x 10^5

We're all tired of love poems, here's one more.

We search on top of white mountains
and under our bedsheets.
But it is not hidden within numbers
or embedded in charming letters
- even if several volumes have been written on the subject -

Many have found it but don't understand it.
Others understand it but haven't found it.

Some say it's not even a feeling
A hastly misjudgement perhaps;
one that cannot lead to rationality

Oh, but it can.
It must.
A curse and a blessing
worth living and dying for.