Now I know

This thought hit me when I had my first son .

See , here's the thing about me ,
I was raised as a thug in the streets ,
Who learned how to truly survive off eating just bread and meat ,
Selling drugs was a hobby I picked up at the age of eleven ,
Not knowing that I was taking a chance of not getting into heaven ,
But , now here I am , twenty-one years later ,
Just now starting to realize how much I truly am in God's favor ,
To become a sheep in the mist of his pasture ,
To have everlasting life in the present of my master ...
But , now I know !!!