I'm Invisable

I'm sick of this empty feeling I have

It's deep inside my body just boiling

Infested with hate and digust

I don't even know whats wrong with me

There is nothing I shoudn't be happy about

Maybe that's my problem

I don't know how to be happy,

 

Happiness is so foriegn to me

The only thing that seems to fill the emptiness is the "love" of a different man everynight

I'm trying to become whole again

I just want to be whole

Maybe I'm supposed to feel this way forever

Maybe it really doesn't get any better,

 

I don't deserve any better

The way I've treated people is unfirgivable and unexcusable

I deserve to feel exactly how I made them feel

Like nothing

I'm nothing

I'm invisable.

Reviews

[Relic]

I've felt this way too. I have a lot of regrets from things I did in the past and the way I acted. If I could, I change everything but life goes forward not backward. There's always a new beginning. As for myself, I'm making one. Good poem and honest, though sad.

[Invisable_Girl]

Thanks. :)