Just a word

A Poem by Julian

Basically this shows what one word that means so much to other people means to me and how I don't really see myself ever really being able to use this word because of my own fear and issues.

Love is a word I can't ever seem to use, love is like a light switch in my heart that I can never seem to be tall enough to reach even when I stand on my piled up commitment issues and abandonment. The only person I can say I love is my sister, cause she's been there through thick and thin. Never left when I was going through my worst and was always there for my best. But love, it's not a word I can use to describe me and you, love is not a word I ever see myself using to describe what we are, and I think that's how I knew this wouldn't last. Love to me is just a word, and one you will never hear from my lips.