Colors of Me

I am now in doubt.
so I am seeking out,
a single reason why.
I don't think I will find one.
I used to feel white.
when the color of this world is black.
I feel like i never found love.
besides I'm shaded gray.
feel like there's no turning back.
I will always be this way.
Wish I could tell you to stay.
But your heart is different.
Neither one of us are the same.
I wish that I could wish it all away.
But I find that I can't.
alone is where I stand.