Memories

Just a little writing a put together following a really unfortable dream I had.

I did it again today.
I got out of bed and looked for you.
I thought I smelled your perfume, so I ran to the bathroom.
There were only empty shelves and a cracked mirror with blood stains.

I don't know where you went, or where you could be.
I can only think of how much I miss you.

I have spent days trapped at the bottom of a bottle.
My world was coming down in front of me.

Your voice echoes in my head.
All I hear is "I'm ok" over and over.
At one point I thought I heard you come in to my room.
For a moment I could feel your arms around me.

I would give anything to see you again.
But seeing you is unrealistic now.

I remember the days just laying on the beach.
I remember the your touch as we held hands.
Your smile, your taste they are all just memories now.

Days seem like forever and they only get longer.
I want this life to be over, without you every day is dark.

I found pictures today.
These are the closest I have got in a while to seeing your face.
Looking at them cheered me up, but made me more sad.

Seeing you in person is what I need.
But I guess I won't see you until I have passed.

Author's Note

This is my first serious writing, please give feedback.

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[justsomeguy]

This reflects one of my worst fears and a really uncomfortable feeling. I figured writing it and sharing it would be a good experience for me as well as others who read it.