Hatred

I don't know

I'm made of blades and pills

And little stings.

But I can never speak.

Beat. Me. Down.

'Till I'm a "crippled play thing". 

Until my spine is one long string.

You can take anger out on me.

You can make your victim my face.

I don't even believe what I say.

Don't let me fade away.

Prosthetic emotions

That whisper, "I'm broken."

Time to make a wish

If it hurts, Alice, please tell me.

Preserve the rest of my innocence.

A life is never mind to end like this.

You can take anger out on me.

You can make your victim my face.

I don't even believe what I say.

Don't let me fade away.

Take your!

Your part of me!

I don't even believe.

I never believed what I said.

Don't let me fade away. 

Author's Note

In his cocoon of self-pity, the larva thrashes through hatred and torture...

Reviews

[MADAM]

This poem is veery emotional@-@) I love this so much... The beginning is really interesting! And I like your writing style. To me the poem seems to be about someone having to cling to someone unreliable or abusive, and are scared of being forgotten or abandoned("don't let me fade" and them allowing their anger and abusive behavior to continue portray this). Or perhaps it could also be about someone in depression about their situation. They turn their problems inward and lie to themselves to keep themselves depressed for the attention, a weird notion, but it's what I see and is interesting nonetheless ^^) I like this piece, good job!:D

[Kevin]

Thank you very much, Madam. I like leaving a little vagueness in a few of my poems so it means different things to different people. Both of your suggestions make PERFECT sense. Anywho, I'm glad you liked this piece. The story behind it was a pretty dark time for me ^^

[MADAM]

I like vagueness:3 makes it more interesting for the reader haha. And most of my poems are written during dark times as well@-@)

[Penny]

Your poem are extremely personal as if you write only for yourself but these poems still touch one's soul. One thing that rather disturbs me is the name you use in every piece as if you wanna tell that person something, show your love and anger to her. Please, I know it looks wierd but you can text me anytime if you need any help. Truly, it would be more a comfort to me than to you.

[Kevin]

Thanks Penny. You are right on point with the persons name. This poem is definitely part of my darker side, but I'm fine :) Thank you for your concern :3