Friday June 7, 2013

Friday June 7, 2013

K.S.

 

I can’t breathe.

No literally I can’t breathe.

I told you I didn’t know what was going to happen.

I said if you left I would die.

I haven’t cried.

Haven’t slept for days.

Until last night…or was it today?

Anyways, the point is I can’t breathe,

and I want to talk to you

I need to talk to you.

Maybe I should go to the hospital?

Maybe I should just kill myself?

Either way, I am here and you seem too far away.

Do you ever even think of me?

Sitting here in pain I have so many questions.

but I will only ask one,

because my body grows weaker and my lungs,

                                   feel too

            heavy,

for my heart to cry.

I love you,

can I come stay?

Reviews

[Zero_Edge88]

"Breathe! Breathe, breathe oh sweet beauty but oh breathe. For what is the sleep that has escaped your mind? May it not escape you tonight! For what I wish...I wish the constellations to keep you cradle in their warm hands that reach out to you! For the dreams that you dream do not play with you but amuse you in your language that you speak only of is where they will tell your story.

Let go, Let go, Let go of what ails you. Avoid to where it entails you in a place you do not belong. For where you belong. You belong in the bosom of the warm heart that keeps you calmly collected.

Oh for what distance do you claim to say that we are far apart. As we are but vessels in this ocean we drift in and out of called life. For when we have reach our destination may it guide us to a land of our own. A foreign destination we know nothing about. As the end of this journey, all I ask of you is that you stay here with me and that is all I would ask. For the distance of our hearts is one but a heartbeat away just like the stars that we stare at night. So stay with me, hold your heart close and when your soul drifts apart I will reel you in and keep you by my side. For our soul has what the other half has been looking for."

I felt heartbroken with this piece especially towards the end. Though it is literal not of figurative the very feeling of it remained distantly desperate. :(

[K.S.78]

It was messed up okay check it so on Wednesday (i just found all this out btw) the ex was having breathing issues, Thursday I wake up like 5pm and omg I really really couldnt breathe, sympathy pain? Cause I have never had any lung/asthma problems in my whole life! To say I was deeply connected to my ex would be an understatement but I haven't ever had that type of occurrence happen before, well Friday the pain didn't go away until I found out he was sick but still alive. It was the weirdest f*****g thing! My sister even got chest pain On Friday morning while she was at an appt somewhere I was not. Talk about some connectivity!!!